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November 17th, 2008 at 8:12 pm
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Today was the “re-check” ultrasound, because he was in a funky position last time, and just a little too small for them to see everything they wanted, like the fingers, the toes, the four chambers of the heart, the spine…
The good news is, they found everything they needed this time, he’s still a boy - and I got video. The bad news is, either the software or the USB cord isn’t working to transfer it to the computer, so I can watch it, but you can’t! Wahhh!
The ambiguous news… our little guy has a very teeny tiny slight curve in his spine. There’s no evidence of spina bifida, or a neural tube defect or anything like that. His mobility isn’t effected, and there are no other defects that they can find in the heart, brain, etc.
Of course, all the literature I can find on the Internet conflicts, and varies from: “We conclude that abnormal spinal curvature in the fetus is a significant finding, whether mild or severe” to “Spinal curves are relatively common in the general population. Most curvatures are mild to moderate, while only a small percentage severe enough to warrant treatment.”
So reassuring.
Not.
I don’t know if the OB is going to want follow-up ultrasounds but my guess is that he is. *sigh* What I hate is not knowing for sure. And I’m having flashbacks of my pregnancy with my other son, where they found his kidney “slightly enlarged” at sixteen weeks. The cascade of interventions that followed, including an ultrasound every four weeks after that, an amniocentesis at 38 weeks to check lung maturity, and an induction soon after… ugh. Just the thought of it makes me want to cry.
And of course, there was all the awful, painful testing afterward, to find out that nothing was wrong with him at all…
This is what happens, I guess, when you open Pandora’s box.
The doc who came in said, “I can’t guarantee anything, but this seems very slight, and there are no other indicators. My guess is that some day he’ll get an x-ray and say, ‘Hey, mom, did you know I have a slight curve in my spine?’”
We can hope, I suppose, but in the mean time, I’m hormonal…and except for that perfectly rounded string of pearls without a little dip in the middle, I don’t know the difference between what’s normal and isn’t - and when you mention “spine” and “abnormality” in the same sentence, a pregnant woman has a tendency to panic…
So I’m trying not to look at this as bad news, but rather… ambiguous news. We don’t really know. Could be something. Could be nothing.
Unfortunately, you can’t shut Pandora’s box. Once it’s open, you just have to live with it.
Sometimes I think denial isn’t such a bad thing after all.
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November 10th, 2008 at 1:34 pm
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The sex of our baby is……
(You did realize I was talking about that kind of sex, right? 
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A BOY!
I thought for sure we were having a girl. My pattern so far has been girl, boy, girl, boy… so I was in line for a girl. And we both wanted a boy, so that, of course, meant it would be a girl…
But it’s
A BOY!
Now to go break my 7 year old daughter’s heart and tell her it’s not a sister… 
*sigh*
Oh, and I have to go back in ten days, because I was 18w2d and they couldn’t see as much as they wanted and baby was being VERY obstinate about position (he was breech and comfy and not moving thankyouverymuch!)
So more pictures and a video next time!
psst… did I mention? It’s
A BOY!
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October 31st, 2008 at 11:26 am
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HAPPY HALLOWEEN!
If you’d like a chance to WIN a copy of my new release, SHIVERS, just leave a comment on this blog entry about what you love or hate about Halloween!
The WINNER will be announced by midnight tonight, October 31, 2008!
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October 27th, 2008 at 11:13 am
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Just in time for Halloween!
SHIVERS
By Selena Kitt
www.excessica.com
Length: Novel (58872)
Category: Erotic Horror
Heat Level: eXcess 4
Price: $4.99
BUY IT!
Eight darkly erotic and horrifically delicious stories guaranteed to give you shivers, in more ways than one!
Stories included: Silent Night, Mercy, The Velvet Choker, Pumpkin Eater, The Ride, Advent Calendar, The Laundry Chute, The Gingerbread Man.
Excerpt from ADVENT CALENDAR:
“So, seriously, what’s the joke?” I asked.
She was hanging her head off the end of my bed, watching the tail end of A Charlie Brown Christmas Special upside down.
“Don’t you love the way they talk? Wah, wahhh wahhhhh. Isn’t that totally how you used to hear grown-ups?” She lolled her head off the corner and put her bare feet up on the wall, crossing them at the ankles.
“I still hear grown-ups that way,” I snorted, pulling my t-shirt on. “Come on, Betz, give.”
“Oh, this wasn’t enough for you?” She teased me, opening her thighs and pointing between them. Her pussy lips were still a little swollen and they glistened. I sat next to her, my hand inevitably drawn to the wetness, rubbing the moist and slightly sticky skin with my thumb. God, she’s intoxicating.
“Everything isn’t about sex, you know?” I tried to sound serious, although my fingers betrayed me and slid through her slit as my cock began to throb against my thigh.
She laughed—god, I loved her laugh—it tinkled, like ice crystals forming in midair. Rolling off the bed, she grabbed for the remote and started to flip channels. “Do you have CNN? I have to see if they’re broadcasting any other signs of the apocalypse.”
“Ha.” I said. “Ha.” She grinned up at me, sprawled naked on my floor, her hair like dark chocolate streams covering the generous swell of her breasts. “Well, if you’re not gonna tell me what it’s all about, I’m not opening any more of those stupid doors.” I grabbed a new pair of briefs out of my top drawer, shoving the advent calendar aside to do it. It toppled toward the wall and balanced there, its first five black doors hanging askew showing five decidedly blank white spaces.
Every morning I felt like a fool, opening a new door in the hopes that this time, something would appear. I had noticed a different odor each day—first the oranges and cloves, then cinnamon, then something I couldn’t identify at all, then something that smelled faintly like pumpkin pie. I joked with her on the phone that she had invented the world’s first “Scratch ‘N Sniff” advent calendar. She just laughed. There was a different smell today, like those red and white pinwheel peppermint candies my grandmother used to keep in her pocket to keep us quiet in church, but it didn’t linger long. I was getting really tired of whatever game Betsy was playing.
“Nice ass,” she commented softly. I didn’t reply, tugging my jeans on. God, she pissed me off sometimes.
“Is that all I am to you?” I tossed her jeans off my bed and into her lap. Her eyes were bright, dancing, as she looked up at me, incredulous. I stopped, my jaw as slack as hers. “What the fuck?” I said softly, out loud, rubbing my chin thoughtfully. What the hell am I saying? What the hell do I care?
“I’m gonna go home.” She started to get dressed. I couldn’t see her face as she bent to slide her panties on. I felt bad all of a sudden and then I was pissed that I felt bad. This wasn’t good at all. I watched her slide her jeans on, her back to me, her panties caught slightly in the crack of her ass. My cock jerked reactively, just seeing her bent over and sliding denim up her shapely thighs. I sat on my bed, uncertain.
“You don’t have to keep opening them if you don’t want to.” She kissed my cheek and smiled softly before opening my bedroom door. She must have been chewing gum because she smelled like peppermint.
“There’s no point!” I called after her. “It’s not funny!” I heard her laugh and gritted my teeth. This wasn’t gonna fly. I was done. I don’t care how much she gets my dick hard, no girl is worth this kind of hassle and game-playing.
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October 27th, 2008 at 10:53 am
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Oprah LOVES her Kindle. Now you can use a coupon offered on her site for $50 off.
Granted, the dang thing is still $300.
Me, I’m waiting until they become really affordable, like computers and cell phones and VCRs…. oh wait, they don’t sell VCRs anymore do they? 
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September 11th, 2008 at 4:37 pm
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Want to know why men cheat?
Check out this free ebook download by Gary Neuman “The Truth About Cheating” available on Oprah’s site.
Funny, he said exactly what I did - men want to be appreciated and not taken for granted.
Go figure!
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September 11th, 2008 at 2:28 pm
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Looks like there’s a baby in there! Measuring 10 weeks - so almost right on.
(If you can’t tell - that big roundish thing on the right is the head - the rest is the body. If you look hard, you can see little arms and legs.)
We go in for a “big” U/S in two weeks to do some testing because my eggs are a little past their expiration date… cross your fingers!
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September 10th, 2008 at 11:55 am
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photo credit: Bibi
Mom, can you push me on the swing?
Sweetie, Mommy’s really tired. I think I need a nap…
Let’s stay up and watch a movie, hon.
Zzzzzzzzzzzzz…
Mr. Kitt gets the worst of it, though. We used to stay up until 1 or 2 in the morning together, no problem. Now, the kids go to bed, and I’m nodding off half an hour later. He wants to spend time with me, watch a movie, hang out and talk…
I tell him to put the movie in, I’ll give it a shot… but I’m snoozing before the opening credits end.
“Did you see that?” he exclaims.
“Shhh, I’m busy growing a fetus…”
When do I get my energy back again??
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September 8th, 2008 at 12:30 pm
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Okay, so maybe I can’t chalk it up to cravings, since pretzels and chocolate together sounds awesome to me in a non-pregnant state, but LOOK at these awesome confections from pretzables.com… OMG!!
I’m drooling!
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September 5th, 2008 at 9:17 am
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photo credit: atomicshark
I’m hungry all the time.
I’ve always been the rather insatiable type. I like lots of everything, whether it’s sex or food. If a little is good, more is better. I’m not quite as bad as Mr. Kitt, who takes that philosophy to an extreme. So I’ve always been a little behind him in that regard, but I think because of the pregnancy, I’ve reached the point of not just matching him, but surpassing him.
It’s rather embarrassing when you can out-eat your husband! But I can’t help it, I’m ravenous. I’m doing my best to make sure I’m eating good food… I’m not chowing down on ice cream and potato chips. But it can’t possibly be normal to eat four tomatoes, two cucumbers, more than a handful of pecans, some tuna macaroni salad, plus his leftover steak and veggies from Outback… all in one sitting! I just kept going back to the refrigerator for me, watching myself and wondering what the hell was wrong with me…
Right now, the baby is the size of a grape. There’s no way he/she requires that much food. But my body seems to have different ideas. Last night it was celery and peanut butter. With raisins on top. But that didn’t quite do it, so I made myself some peanut butter toast. And had a glass of milk. And speaking of grapes, we had some of those, so I washed a bunch and brought them to bed to read my book and before I knew it… GONE!
“Honey, where are all the grapes?”
Ummm…
It feel like that moment in Jaws, when Brody finally sees the shark and says, “We’re gonna need a bigger boat.”
I think we’re going to need a bigger refrigerator!
